"my life is changing a lot rn"

so first of all, i made graduation. good grades yadda yadda, but i'll let this range of little status posts I made talk for themselves. and maybe i go a little overboard with what i say.

(2025-08-02) hi, i'm just here with a little status report

i am currently partially off the grid as ive started my job and thus moved places this month! unforunately my internet is not set up yet and probably wont be until 2 thirds into the month. i am limited on my mobile data and therefor wont be online a lot

thanks for bearing, have a nice day!
-devcey

(2025-08-08) hi again, it's the weekend again and im sitting in my hometown

it is very lonely at my new apartment. its quite difficult to motivate myself for things right now, especially in the evening after i had to work, prepare dinner or go to the grocery store. it's so late by then. i often sit at my computer then thinking "omg ive been wanting to play undertale again" only to think "well its 19:30, does it really matter if ive got 2 and a half hours or so before i should really sleep in order not to fuck up everyhting for my sleep?". yeah. you can see where this is going. i just rot around.

its a new city and while ive already quite learned what my routes to places (work, grocery store, shopping street) are like, i barely know people. only my coworkers. i dont even know my neighbours, let alone their names. i think or rather hope this is normal after a week or so ????? ??????????

quite recently in the shower my creative synapses started working again - temporarily. ive made some audio recordings of me singing/beatboxing/whatever some "melodies" or even whole lyrics. so thats cool at least.

anyway; work has been good. not a lot to say. also internet seems like it will maybe be set up at the end of the month. thanks